Lauren Goodger broken during horrendous time of pain after daughter Lorenas death

Lauren Goodger has told her followers she feels "broken" following the "horrendous time of pain" she has experienced over recent weeks.

The former The Only Way Is Essex star, 35, has dealt with a number of tragedies recently, most notably the death of her newborn daughter Lorena, who tragically passed away in July just two days after she was born.

Lauren, who recently shared a cryptic post about 'no support' after her heartbreaking month, has now shared an update with her followers on Instagram, where she detailed how she's been coping with things and explained how she's determined to "keep going".

Alongside a snap of a cup of chilled coffee, the reality TV star penned a lengthy message which she started by thanking her followers.

"I just want to say thank you all for the support, I am broken. One day I'll write my second book and tell my story to all I've been through when I'm old. And hopefully it can be someone's survival guide," she wrote, referring to the release of her first book, Secrets of an Essex Girl, back in 2013.

Lauren went on to outline what she's been doing and explained how she's now "doing all the things" she couldn't do while she was pregnant,

"I am strong and I will not stay down, I get back up and I keep going and what I've found is I'm doing all the things that I couldn't do while pregnant because I had a baby also as being pregnant and I struggled with 0 energy to do the things I use to do and love."

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The 35 year old said her house is "spotless" and she has "0 washing" to do because she's been cleaning constantly, as it gives her focus and something to "keep on top of".

"I'm up everyday the crack of dawn thinks to my lovely daughter," she joked. "But I get up come down stairs & start the day regardless of how much sleep I've had and lately is not much as I need but… I go out everyday do a job even if it's for myself or Larose."

Lauren concluded her message telling her fans: "I have goals in this horrendous time of pain I have made goals and this time next year how different life will be".

Her latest social media update comes after she recently revealed that she and Larose, one, had been struck down with a mystery illness and they were both feeling "under the weather".

"Larose picked something up last week and I thought it was chicken pox, and then hand, foot and mouth. I also have whatever she has really bad now, it's been a week and we are both so under the weather," Lauren wrote online.

However, the day after her first post she revealed Larose was "on the mend" as she shared an adorable photo of the one year old sitting in her high chair as she tucked into raspberries.

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